Sunday, September 25, 2011

Them Blasted!

COLD SORES!!!!!!!!
I don't like them... nope not one bit! 
Last night I was working and just with the stress of being a college student and having jobs, I felt a tingling sensation in my lips.
I come home and guess what...

DO YOU SEE THIS!!!!!!!!!! WHY!
I have decided that I can no longer get stressed because do you see this!!!!!!!!!!!
my lips are huge and there are two of them! TWO come on now :(

Now please excuse these pictures they are disgusting and after my Sunday nap. I really don't care what I look like, because Jess only sees me.
I refuse to get stressed any longer :(
My poor lips :(

Friday, September 9, 2011

So Irritated

This is going to be my venting passage for now.
It's just one of those days ya know.
Where you find out that people are saying things.
Where you have people yelling at you.
When nothing goes right.
When you get yelled at for something that isn't even your fault.
When people look at you like they really have no idea who you are, even though they do.
When the only thing you want to do is eat Nutty Bars and Pizza. And just lay in bed.
When people think your a bad person.
When people think your rude for stating your opinion and for caring about someone.
When you get summoned for Jury Duty 400 miles away.
When you know that you can't act like a child anymore and people are mad about it.
When you have to make decisions that may leave people behind.
When you have to face the truth and maybe even face things alone.
Where people are mad at you for having to get a job so you can actually pay for bills, instead of having my parents pay for everything.
This is the kind of day I have been having.
I can't wait for it to end...

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Sophomore Year! 4 more to go!

I thought that maybe since it has been a while since I have last posted that I need to post about what is going on. And honestly I feel like nothing has been going on!
But then again I can make a list of the things that have happened.
- Got two jobs. One at the Main Street Grill another at a studio! I will be a dance teacher :) :)
- Went to Lake Powell as Ambassadors.
- Moved in to my new apartment.
- Unpacked "most" of my stuff. Decorated had couches moved in.
- Got a bed :) best gift ever :)
- Started school with all 14 credits.
- Went to Dance Auditions. (made a goal to be in more than 3 dances this year)
- Achieved my goal :)
- Started the most amazing pointe class ever :)
And I have a list of the things that will happen!
- Going to start choreographing for Castle Country Stars Dance Studio.
- Elder Holland is coming to speak to the Young Single Adult Stake!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!
- Light Bright will be here once again and I can't wait :)
- Matt and Chantal's wedding and open house :)
- Other friends of mine whose names will not be mentioned until the official announcement! Will be getting married :)
- My fall dance show :)
- And I guess in general just the exciting adventures that come my way through the next few months :)

I feel so grateful to be here in Price, UT. I really do. I miss my family a ton especially since I haven't seen my dad or my siblings since the family reunion. I have seen my mom within the last couple of months but I miss her too a lot! But I am grateful to be here on my own where I make my own choices and I have having to grow up by myself. No more running to my parents every time I fall. For now I have to pick myself back up and crawl, and then walk, and then run to my next destination. But I know that because I have the church in my life that this will be so much more easier for me to make decisions that will be beneficial for me.
I can not wait to see what the savior has in store for me next :)